Note.

I wish perfection exist. I wish I’m perfect, I can’t deny. I want to make my mom proud. No problems, no (sorry for the word) bullshit, nothing. I wish I can take things back. Things I wish never happened. 

I wish I could learn how to truly love again. Like the way I was before. I wish I could trust again to the ones who I want to trust. I don’t know….. but I want to take things back, and just repair everything.